and because I watched a bunch of old Smashing Pumpking videos tonight, here are some song lyrics:
"And you know you're never sure, but you're sure you could be {made} right If you held yourself up to the light."
Also, my job at Chapman is kind of stringing me along, and many things don't feel real. I'm honestly not sure how to build up a worthwhile life. I'm trying, but it's a halting, stumbling process, filled with more introspection than action --
and I'm stuck at a loss for words at the moment.
I still love you all.
{wow, even at a loss for words I messed up the "just post song lyrics" post. boo! or hooray?}